My one big dream!!!

I want to die writing!!!
 Speaking of writing, i am not a good writer. My grammar, spellings, vocabulary all are imperfect! Still i love writing.I feel happy when i finish a write-up. Ever since i started writing i wrote for myself.  I was quite uncomfortable to show others. But once when i tasted the sweetness of publishing, i wanted to share my joy, experiences, opinions to public.

For me most of my thoughts are write ups. Someone inside me narrates every moments and thoughts to me like a poem. Past few years its more. It's more when I am more unable to reach a paper and pen. It's disturbing!! More i want to get rid of the habit more its haunting me. Life is not the same as ten years ago. Now i have small kids who are so demanding and always around my neck. And sometimes when i want to write i will be washing vessels or cutting onion or cooking. I can't leave all that behind. Still, i want to write. That's only thing i know atleast a little.

Like Paulo Coelho said in his book every pursuit end in certain stage and find settlement. I was also thinking like that, just want to settle with some job. And today i end up that thought by installing blogger app and deleting few social networking sites from my phone.
I believe,  a spring of passion is enough to catch a dream!!! Oh god,  bless me!!  Oh folks read me.